Saat kau terlelap tidur semalam, boleh jadi pintu langit diketuk oleh puluhan doa yang memohonkan kebaikan untuk mu.

(Doa itu datang) dari orang faqir yg pernah kau tolong, dari orang lapar yang pernah kau beri makan, dari orang sedih yang pernah kau bahagiakan, dari orang yang berpapasan denganmu yang kau beri senyuman, atau dari orang yang dihimpit kesulitan yang pernah engkau lapangkan, atau dari sahabat mu walau berjauhan.
Maka jangan pernah meremehkan
kebajikan (walau itu terlihat kecil) untuk selamanya.

— Ibnu al-Qayyimal-Jauziah

Last two nights ago, when I was waiting my dinner, a homeless guy shouted at me, “you look rich”, because I kinda ignored him (sorry) and I wore suit. Suddenly, I felt an urge to reply, “well, mister, I am homeless too like you, I’m just lucky”.

Yes, I am lucky my parents pray for me like a lot, everything happened to me is nothing but my parents’ prayer.

But I decided to keep quiet instead.

Alhamdulillah.

Fiuh, Alhamdulillah mission completed.
Just wanna sit, thinking about everything. This is my last night here, and I don’t want to go back. 

:p

poster session hall 
so big, so nervous, it’s funny to think how I used to “hate” analytical chemistry back then in college, you know, like they always say, “life is full of surprises”

"Wong kere melancong ke ‘frisco"
Firstly, sorry for bragging, it’s not good color on me (or anyone else), but this is my first solo trip to “somewhere over the rainbow”.
Alhamdulillah, just landed safely at SF, it’s chilly (70 F = 21 C) and I just wear one layer shirt assuming that the summer here is pretty much same like osaka (which is so humid, like you walking into big sauna room).
Anyway, I’ll be here for one week to attend conference (I have two poster session days and the rest is exploring the “landscape science” of ‘frisco lol).

- a friend, a dreamer, a melancholy baby -

fans of
- dark knight trilogy
- the perks of being a wallflower
- pixar movies
- modern family
- breaking bad
- the killing